I just dont know...

Today I have been really down. Yesterday as a very rough day. Poured out my heart and feelings and thoughts and got absolutely nowhere. nothing changed. Suprise Suprise. Really frustrating and sad at the same time. Thats gonna be the last time i pour out my heart and feelings in a long time.

Well today my day started out with a couple phone calls. Apparently my email was hacked and therefore my facebook got hacked as well. And before you ask i had logged out and everything so that was not the reason that i was hacked. Apparently it was someone in Africa that hacked me! And whats even worse is they sent out an email to my friends that I had to make an unexpected trip to London for a family who got sick or something and i got mugged and that i needed almost $2000. Whatever. LOL And a few of my friends replied back with a stupid answer and this person who hacked tried to make out it was really me. LOL apparently they werent as smart as they thought that they were. 1 i have no family in London that i know of. 2 I dont even have the desire to even go to London. and 3 i dont have the money to go even if i wanted to go...I aint got the money to go to hot springs which is 2 hours away much less a trip around the world! So if you received that email it was NOT from me. I have also been temporarily shut down from facebook until they can straighten it out. My hubby filed a hacked report with them and they are working on it...so hopefully i will get to be back on there soon. As far as i understand i think you can still see pictures and stuff you just cant see any posts (i cant make any either) or anything on my wall...its insane. Hopefully it will be fixed soon though!

I did have a pretty great 5th anniversary though! Hubby cooked steak! yum! then we went to the movies...we seen pirates of the carribean 4 and Fast 5. Yes hubby scraped up change to go see those movies! it was very sweet of him to dip into his game fund (the change he collects) to take me out to the movies to celebrate our 5th anniversary!

I have lost a total of 10.2 pounds out of 80 so far! I have went 30 days without dessert. A friend of mine did send me a low calorie dessert that i am gonna try! Thanks Karen! I have went without desserts for a long time and im anxious to try it! Only 69.8 pounds to go! I hope that i can lose it all by april 9, 2012! Thats my cutoff date and exactly 2 months til the wedding to order the wedding dress that i want! im very proud of myself. Thank you all for the many prayers i really appreciate them and please keep them coming!

Well i hope that my day is better tomorrow! now signing off to go spend time with my hubby and watch the voice then chopped then read my bible and bed. I havent felt very good today and im tired!

PS happy birthday to my mother in law!

5th Anniversary & Blog Giveaway!

My son turned 4 on the 27th of May. Wow time has slipped by way too fast. Not only that but i am celebrating my 5th anniversary next thursday on the 9th! Whoa! its been 5 years already? And I am falling more and more in love with my hubby with each day and year that passes by. He is so sweet. Dont get me wrong we have our ups and downs and sometimes i just wanna kick him LOL but I refrain LOL. BUt in all seriousness June 9, 2006 was one of the best days of my life! I married my best friend. He is so good to me. he spoils me and he loves me unconditionally and he still keeps me around when i become bratty sometimes (i know what you are thinkin' jonathan raymond sr! sometimes? how bout all the time...) But you know you love me anyways :).

To celebrate this milestone of making it to our 5th anniversary and going strong I bought him a new camera. A canon rebel. And he is so good with it. One of the things that he is starting to do with it is scripture photography! So in honor of our 5th anniversary and his anniversary gift from me (yes i gave it to him early) I am posting a giveaway. Please 1st have liked Studio 13 Photography then tell me your favorite Bible verse and why it is your favorite. Post it on this page (or in the note on my facebook page) And you will get a chance to win an 8x10 Custom Scripture Photography Photo! The giveaway ends next wednesday at midnight June 8th and i will draw the winner on June 9th!

I am extremely proud of him and I love my husband so much!