Starting Out...

I love my life. Yes it is hard sometimes but it sure aint boring and it would be very boring if everything came easy. I married the love of my life on June 9, 2006. Jonathan Love Sr. He has given me 3 very beautiful babies so far. Jonathan Love Jr, Charity-Anne, and Faithe-Makenzie. I don't know what i would do without them.

I am calling this blog a journey because that is what life is..a Journey and i want to make the best of this journey. And the journey that i would like to embark on now is losing all of this excess weight. I don't like the way i look and it effects the way i see myself. i have a lot to lose. I'm not going to set a specific amount as a total overall but i will set goals of 5 pounds at a time. I will keep people updated weekly or try my very best too. I get really discouraged so i am trying to make the goal reachable enough to keep me going. There are so many times that i wish i could afford the personal trainer, or the ali, or the acai berry and other things but i cant. I dont have that kind of money. I dont want to get so far downhill that i have a much harder time climbing back to the top. So please pray for me.

And for anyone who reads this please know that i am going to be real 100% of the time on here. I struggle with depression and i ride the emotional roller coaster. Things are probably not going to seem upbeat all the time and that should be ok. How boring to read the same stuff over and over again. But i will sure try my best to keep the happy upbeat state of mind. I need God and the support of my friends and family to help me get out of this rut that i am in and to help me with this weight loss journey. Also something came up and we are set back a lot of money and it has me very overwhelmed. We can bounce back as we have before but the incident was really stupid and thats whats making me overwhelmed as well. the whole situation doesnt make a whole lot of sense but God says that His mercy endureth forever even in our low estate. Psalms 136:23 "Who remembered us in our low estate: for his mercy endureth for ever:"

Well i must go for now as my little Kenzie girl is calling my name. My baby boy is really sick so please pray for him to feel better soon. And Charity-Anne is staying the night with her mamaw. My hubby has to be at work early (at 4:30 am). So goodnight everyone!